Music I can't live without

So I've been searching for new music... the type that you can't let go of... and what I've found, is that it's tough to immediately latch on to music... it's kind of like love... it happens, you grow attached to something over time... you become a part of it, and it becomes a part of you... there is, of course, the initial attraction -- and I suppose that is what I am seeking... I am seeking something that draws me in. I yearn for the moments in which I know I am attracted. What I've found is that music, for me, is love. I can't force it, but I constantly seek it. I know that I will find it, it's just a matter of time. Now that I am single again after six years of a relationship, this means more than ever. I have returned to myself, and if you're a fan of Enigma, you might say I have returned to innocence. My studio is setup, my life is vibrant, my iTunes is cranked up and updated daily, and I am running again (at the gym and otherwise). I will miss my X5, but what a remarkable time it is to not have a car... it changed my whole perspective on what life should be... sometimes forced change is the best possible thing to make you realize alternatives. I never would have considered this, but now that I am here, I am so tremendously happy.... so I have to wonder, in some naked sense, did I subconsciously compel myself to find myself here? If so, then I am one smart guy, because I love where I am... I love who I am, and I am alive again. Despite having lost so much, I realize I lost things I did not need. I am happy, I am alive, and I am free. I am listening to the following: Dousk -- Anagram